SNOW!!!!

Today was the first day all winter that I actually went and played in the snow.... without being forced to!!! haha the other day at school we all got in a snowball fight and I ended up with snow down my shirt, jordyn missing her glasses... and well... all of us soaking wet. But today me and Hailee and Cassidy went and played in the snow.. there was plenty of it considering it snowed all day. All in all i think we ended up with a foot and a half or MORE of snow... it was SoOOOOO much fun! I was trying to make a snow angel but no one would help me up so there is a big foot print on my angels boob... and hailee sat on my snowman... and then while i was making my igloo... my dad roped me in to shoveling the driveway :(.....
but thats ok
im warm now :D

o man....

wow....okay so the other night was ummmm... absolutely hilariouse!!! so me and jord thought we were going to a stake dance... little did we know that well... it wasnt a stake dance!!! it ended up being this party. and we didnt know anyone there.... So we called our dear friend JJ to come save us! wahoo! but while we were waiting for our dear friend jj, we found a blow up fish. and jordyn and i kissed it... its a player fish!!! hahaha. then when jj got there we went to walmart.. cuz you know thats where all the cool kids hang out! and well we found a hannah montana wig... and we just couldnt resist putting it on our dear friend jj and totally taking pics for blackmail!.... then we totally partied afterwards.....

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LoVe?

Yes I am a very very extremely flirtaciouse girl.... But I dont know what love is... This week I have been thinking alot about it because of some struggles a very close friend I have is dealing with. I care so much about him that it is very very unreal. But sometimes you just have to sit back and let things happen....
(if you dont know what im talking about, then dont worry about it, this is only directed to one person.... tks)
We have been through some very hard times alex. And ya i am pretty much bipolar when it comes to relationships. *sorry about that :D* We started off not wanting to have anything other than a friendship. Then it progressed into something much more than that. It exploded into a pretty seriouse thing. Then both of us made some pretty stupid decisions that ended that... I just wanted to be friends again, and it didnt work. I pretty much feel like a failure at the friendship we did have....
just know i will always care.
<3

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This week has been a very... thoughtful week for me. There were alot of experiences that I have been faced with, that has made me think about myself, and my life. A very Special girl passed away this week, from an awful car accident. She was the most outgoing, most vivaciouse girl you could ever meet. Her funeral was yesterday. And going there made me realize that a whole entire school can come together to celebrate the life of the most incredible girl ever. It helped me to understand the plan of salvation alot more. And I am so greatful that I have been able to experience this feeling. Lindsays spirit will always be with us. And I just wanted everyone to know that I have learned a huge lesson from her life.
I remember one time me, my best friend Camille, Lindsay and her older sister were up in Salt Lake doing a fundraiser... And the WHOLE entire time we were saying that we had to get dipndots when we were done... so as soon as the shift was over we were all running over to get some when they closed it!!! rude i know.... but lindsay.... she wanted some so bad, that she ended up talking the people into opening it back up just for us to get dipndots!!! i was sooo impressed!!!!
Alot of other things have happend this week. Our band won western regionals (woot woot!) and I am so proud of how far the colorguard has come... my appreciation towards tiff daryl and kass could not be expressed in words!!!! gah. they are just amazing!!!!

Dear Diary: mood apathetic!

hahaha

So this is the guard that I am on :D There is appoximately uhhhh... 46 of us now. We have had alot of girls quit because of the recent changes, but we have also gained quite a few more also!

Our show this year is called "island" and let me tell you. it is probably the funnest show ever! Our uniforms are pretty much the bomb.com even tho they are fetching cold. But anyways back to my story. These girls are my bestest friends ever! We are pretty much like sistas! hahaha we play just like sistas but we also fight just like sistas. but hey thats okay. That is what makes us such good friends in the first place. I just wanted to thank these girls and my two moms (tiff and daryl) for always being there for me and being the bestestest friends ever! i could never repay them. love you all!

Life without these two girls would SUCK!

What would my life be without my two best friends Jordyn and Camille??? bahahaha BORING! Me and my besties always have a great time together! we are never bored! hahaha In this picture, it was well September something or other... basically not halloween! and we went trick-or-treating! ya i know! we are sooo cool! it was after a huge stupid boy problem and it was prolly the funnest way to ever get over a boy... so if your having boy problems...- this is what you should do! hahaha we went to my house, camilles house, jords house, my neighbors house, and sadies house! it was SOOO fun! we even got marshmallows! hahahaha

the 3 girls

These are my 3 lil sisters, Makayla, Hailee, and Cassidy! They are pretty much the coolest kids you will ever meet! (they get it from me) But anyways.... Makayla is ten and she is just a blondie! she loves to play soccer and wants to be on colorguard when she is older! and guess what!?!!!! she is doing my moms guard (aka tiffs guard)! she is so excited! it is almost funny because whenever I practice, she always comes and steals my flag and starts doing drop spins! I guess colorguard is in my genes! O ya, it really is in my genes, cuz I found out that my grandma spun baton when she was in High School! So yes it is indeed in my genes!!!! hahaha Hailee is 8, and she is the funniest girl ever! She is such a tom boy, and no matter what kind of mood you are in...... she always finds a way to make you laugh, ( or make fun of you, whichever is easiest ) She also likes to play soccer. And Cassidy my littlest sister is 6! She is in first grade.... and let me tell you how much my mother loves that!!!! hahaha! she is basically a mini ME! she walks like me... (with alot of hip action!) talks like me ( really fast ) and even looks like me! we are like besties! hahaha

They all had a dance recital a while ago, and they all did amazing! See! I told you they are like me! hahaha Im not that egotistical! hahahaha

thats ME!

Hahaha! Can i just say i was probably the weirdest child ever! My mom says that I was obsessive Compulsive because when I dressed up as Minnie Mouse for Halloween I forced my mom to buy me matching Minnie Mouse earrings. I guess it was funny because when I was three I was already caring about what I looked like and how well I matched. And look at me now! Anyways back to how adorable I was.... JK!

I actually thought I would tell you guys a bit something that you might not know about me.... So my grandpa has about 100 acres in farm land, and every year we grow pumpkins. Well....have you ever heard of Lindsay's Pumpkin Patch?

well..... THATS ME! ahhahahaha.

Every October is Probably the most hectic month out of the year for my whole family!!!!!! 1st off; its like when we sell pumpkins (duh!) and its also when I am going the most for Field season!!!! with all of my competitions, and my family working..... we basically never see eachother!

I HAVE A BLOG!!!

So i have finally broke down and made myself a blog! yes yes i know it has taken me way way way to long but hey! I have been super busy lately! With colorguard and school, I basically have No time on my hands anymore! So ya. A little bit about my self.....ummm. I am the oldest of four girls in my family. My sisters are 6, 8, and 10. ( ya i know huge gap!) but as much as i fight with them they are like my favoritest people ever! of course my two besties Camille and Jordyn are my favoritest people too! Me and my mom are pretty much best friends. I tell her EVERYTHING!!!... o ya! I am in colorguard. This will be my third year, and I spin sabre. I have been dancing since I was three years old (even though it doesnt really show) :S and ya.
thats about it!